Fate has a funny way of interfering your already ‘perfectly imperfect life.’ Somehow it just find ways to mess things up and the next thing you know BAM! you’ve already hit rock bottom. Back to zero and finding yourself climbing up that ladder once again - but as the saying goes, “Trust your own instinct. Your mistakes might as well be your own, instead of someone else’s.” I wouldn’t completely say that I did not regret anything - I’ve lost quite a few good people along the way and a few great opportunities, and yes, it breaks my heart to think about what I had lost. But everybody moves on, life doesn’t stop just because you made a mistake that you thought would have ended your entire life. With every step, it gets a bit harder but one has got to pick up the remaining pieces, find a few new pieces and create a new start. 

My 3-year relationship finally ended not as I’ve expected but it ENDED. The next relationship however, as painful as it is for me to say had been a rebound relationship. I guess you could say, I got carried away and I needed someone for the moment; And for such selfish act I have nothing to be proud of. 

When love is not permanent, anger is just around the corner. Acceptance and forgiveness? probably on the next street. For most people it takes time however I believe that real happiness can only be felt when our hearts are free of anger and willing to forgive. Yes, it is hard - VERY but to be free from bitterness? That has got to be the best feeling in the whole world.

Moving forward now, I am grateful for everything that has happened. Finally, I have found that one person that inspires me to the core and it feels so good to once again see my life on a brighter perspective - this time, the feelings real and the future  more tangible. I have doubts, YES.  But being with this one person who loves the people that I love, supports my dreams with no questions ask and makes me feel loved a thousand times more than I have ever felt in my entire life - I know I have found the right one for me and I give praise and thanks to him above for giving me a shot once again with true love. Three months and counting and each day I only fall deeper in love and with every single thing that i have learned from this person there is not a thing that I do not love. 

Life is but a cycle of tears and smiles. I have never felt so happy and contented. And I intend to keep it this way. 2011 may have been a year of mishaps but then again i met the love of my life, what more can I ask? 2012 will be our year - I know. I can feel it  ♥ ♥ ♥

Here’s a few happy snaps! Enjoy! :))

Life Can Be Short Or Long,
Love Can Be Right Or Wrong,

And If I Choose the One
I’d Like to Help Me Through,

I’d Like to Make It With You.. :))

xoxo

dame